Sunday, March 25, 2007

ALLOWING A ROOM FOR AN UNKNOW MISTAKE


There are times when my sister got angry at me for the reason that I do not know. There are things that she thinks I am doing just for my own sake. But the truth is she is wrong. She is really, really wrong. There are many things that I am doing not only for me but also for her. She is very special to me. I don’t think she knows that. In the family, only we are the ones who are very close to each other. We share our secret with each other. We share our deep insights and feelings. We share everything that we can contribute for each other. I do things which I know that can help keep our friendship forever. My sister is my best friend. I know that I am also the best among all her other friends.

But of course, there are also times that we have some misunderstanding. There are instances that things go wrong to us.

My mother won a galloon of ice cream for the raffle in JY Square Supermarket. We were so happy because the day before that day was her birthday. We ate and ate. After a cup, we then ask for another. My sister consumed a lot even though she had a cold. I told her to stop in taking the ice cream. But she didn’t mind. She told me that I just don’t want her to have another cup so that I can have more part of the ice cream than hers. But I don’t have any intention to do it. I just want to help her make well her colds. Yet, she didn’t understand. She kept on telling me that I must mind my own business. She doesn’t know that I’m just doing it for her own good. She doesn’t know that I am doing it because I think that it is good for her.

But I appreciate it. I know that, that ice cream is her favorite. Especially that its flavor was chocolate. Huh…I understand. She is too young to know what is right from wrong.

After that, she then looks right through and snub at me. She then got angry at me. I tried to explain to her what I really mean. I am just thinking of her. My sister is sometimes, so ill-disciplined. But in contrast, she is sometimes a good girl. She also cares for me. But I also care for her as much as she thinks about me. That is why I scold her when she ate too much in fact that she has colds.

The same thing happened during her periodical exam. The day before it, I told her to study. But she kept on playing with her dolls. Especially that this dolls are newly bought. She didn’t mind. She didn’t bother to scan her books. So what I did was that I confiscated and took away her dolls. She then cry and told me that I just don’t want her to be happy. She said I don’t want her to enjoy her new dolls.

She didn’t know that all I want was for her to be able to pass the exam.

Oooohhhhh…yes, there are times that my sister and I really have some misunderstanding.

She doesn’t know, all I want is to let her know that I really care for her, that I love her.

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